I’VE BEEN FEELING NUMB AND JADED OH YEAH FINALLY IM ALONE AGAIN ALONE AGAIN ALONE AGAIN ILL NEVER FEEL THE SAME LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME YOU’VE GOT BODY AND YOU MAKE ME WEAK YEAH AT THE KNEES I’M ON MY MY KNEES I’VE BEEN PRAYING I’VE BEEN BEGGIN JUST TO FEEL ALIVE OH YOU MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE . “This line captures a moment of grappling with the aftermath of heartbreak.
As I listened to The Weeknd’s Alone Again on repeat, I found myself asking,
‘Why did you leave the person who made you realize you can love again?’
I was terrified of giving someone the power to break my heart again,
yet I felt a rush of elation knowing I was still capable of love.
This lyric embodies the complex mix of fear and gratitude—
fear of vulnerability and deep appreciation for the one
who showed me that feeling again was possible,
even amidst the chaos.”

READY TO FEEL AGAIN?

TRYING TO KEEP BREATHING KEEP MY CONSCIENCE DOWN AND HEAL ME KEEP ME ON MY KNEES KISS MY MOUTH TILL I CAN’T BREATHE GIVE ME ALL THE FUCKIN FEELINGS I’M TRYIN TO KEEP BREATHING HOLD ME DOWN WANT YOU TO FEEL ME LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP, YOU CAN HAVE MY SOUL TO KEEP GIVE ME ALL THE FUCKIN FEELINGS. “In this chorus, I’m pouring out my heart about the struggle to feel again. I’ve been through times where I felt completely numb,
and now I’m desperate to reconnect with my emotions. When I sing ‘trying to keep breathing,’ I’m sharing that raw vulnerability—wanting to heal but feeling overwhelmed.
I crave that intense connection, to be held down and to surrender to love, even if it scares me.
This is my invitation to you: let’s embrace all the chaos and beauty of our feelings together.”.
OUT TO BREAK SOME BONES NEED TO GET HIGH DON’T ASK ME WHY I SEEK ABSOLUTION MY TEMPTATION DESPERATION NEED DISTRACTION OH YOU’RE ALL I NEED AND MORE YOU CAN KEEP ME ROUND LIKE I’M YOURS THINK I’M HEALED OH I DON’T NEED NO CURE NO MORE, DON’T WANNA LET YOU GO WHEN YOU’RE HERE I CAN HOLD DOWN MY FEARS TAKE ME THERE DON’T WANNA SHED MORE TEARS OH NO CAN WE JUST TAKE IT SLOW. “In this verse, I’m capturing the chaotic moments when I was desperate to feel alive again.
I remember those nights of breaking rules and seeking thrills, trying to drown out the numbness that had taken over.
Lines like ‘you’re all I need and more’ reflect how I found solace in someone who grounded me, making it easier to face my fears.
It’s a bittersweet struggle—wanting to move forward but also needing to take it slow.
This is me sharing that journey with you, where I learned to embrace both the wild and the tender sides of love.”
YOU FEEL TOO LITTLE AND I THINK TOO MUCH I’D GIVE YOU MY ALL STILL IT WON’T BE ENOUGH OH NO CAN WE JUST LET IT GO YOU FEEL TOO LITTLE AND I THINK TOO MUCH I’D GIVE YOU MY ALL STILL IT WON’T BE ENOUGH OH NO WE NEED TO LET US GO. “In this final part, I’m confronting the hard truth that sometimes love isn’t enough to make a relationship work.
It’s a moment of painful clarity, where I accept that letting go is the right choice, even when it hurts. I’m sharing the journey of
understanding that love can fade, and it’s okay to acknowledge that. This is about finding strength in acceptance and recognizing that
moving on is a crucial part of healing, allowing space for new beginnings.”